Updating my crazy life

So hubby and I got into a flight huge fight.  We are working things out and will continue with immigration.  Right now we have to pay our $400 visa bill and submit our I-864.  The IRS is delaying that by not giving me my taxes!  I submitted my taxes back in JUNE!

Anyways, I might be losing my job soon.  They have started to micro-manage us and yet I don’t think I have done anything wrong, but it is just getting harder and harder to deal with.  The stress of everything is making me lose my hair and I am not liking that.  I love my hair and if it thins out I am going to freak out.

Anyways.  I ran into a old friend.  He was one of the roommates that me and my ex lived with before I met my husband.  He is so nice, but he likes me which is creating tension.  We were hanging out almost everyday and now we have stopped.  I am married and he is in a long term relationship with a girl.  We both know that friends is what we are and where we have to be, but he is having a hard time with that now. He told me that he misses me (as we have not seen each other in almost two weeks) and that he doesn’t feel right, that he feels bad when we don’t talk.  So anyways it was getting a little to heavy and we now do see each other much.

I am still teaching which is getting better.  I have a great class, but two of my students are having home issues.  I have gave them resources to help them, but I don’t think it is enough to help them.  Not much more I am allowed to do, but I hope it all works out for them.

Anyways great to be back and talk to you later.

Add comment August 28, 2008 angela256z

It’s been a while

So Finally USCIS has sent our I-130 petition to NVC.  Thank god for that.  I am having a little issue with getting our tax info for the I-864, but we will just have to work on that a bit.

So two close friends of mine are pregnant.  Dani and Monique.  Dani is flying in this weekend for her baby shower.  I wish it was my turn for a baby, but I don’t think it is in the cards for me.  We will have to see at a later date I guess.

I bought tickets to go see NKOTB.  Teresa and I are excited.  She wants to learn all their songs so she can sing them when we go.  It should be fun.  I am excited and so is she.  I think JC really wanted to go, but to late.  I mean I guess I can buy more tickets, but he always says….oh but I have to work.  Hello it is like 4 months away he can always request it off.

Well sorry so short.  Just wanted to update ya’ll a bit.  Talk to you later.

Add comment June 10, 2008 angela256z

Approved!!

We got an approval on our first set of applications!  That is so exciting.  Now we wait for the National Visa Center.  Oh boy.  Kind of scared and nervous now.  Hopefully we will be ok.

Add comment March 26, 2008 angela256z

Drama Queen

My little niece singing HSM songs.

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Catching the curve ball

The stress is getting harder. My friend just had her Tia read my cards. She has always scared me cause she was always right on for my friend. She me a lot of bad stuff. Like my husband and I are not going to work out. I will one day be married again to someone else. That is heartbreaking to me. Also she says there is something I feel guilty about and if I do not let it go my life will not get in order. She said the only way I will get over this is to start seeing a couselor or a priest. LOL a priest huh? I do feel guilty that I wasn’t there for my sister enough. I think maybe I should see someone.
She also said that something critical is going to happen to me because of my husband. Critical is a word I think of for people sent to the hospital, but she said no not like that. That is scary. She says that my husband is also envolved with a friend or someone who either does drugs or sells them and that it is going to lead to trouble for us. Also he is going to start drinking a lot. She says there is always ways to change your cards, but how do I do it. I guess my husband is going to have to stop drinking all together. There is also something in our lives that is going to be delayed (immigration?) and that during that time I am going to be sick and it will make it worse to get through. She did have some good things to say. I will be finding a new job that makes me happy and that I enjoy. Also I will either be getting land or money soon which ever is the dream I have been wanting.

Our immigration is still not moving. I am going to call once the new processing times are updated. I am tired of waiting. I am keeping my head up though because I know my husband has a lot of stress in his life right now and I don’t want him to worry.

Add comment March 26, 2008 angela256z

I want everyone to know how special she was.

This is my sister. Her name is Naeemah Sheryl Smith. She lived a tough life growing up with our mom while I was adopted, but she turned her life around. She got herself an apartment and started working with computers and photography. Those are things that made her happy. She took wonderful pictures and I wish I had some to share.
Naeemah was born in Seattle, WA on May 19, 1979. She was born to John and Denise Smith. She grew up in the Greenlake neighborhood close to her grandma who she visited all the time. She enjoyed being involved with friends and family. In the 5th grade she joined a local drill team. She enjoyed it and went on all the competitions that they had.
She got to go to Disneyland with the members of the drill team, but I think she enjoyed Disneyland more when she got to go with her Aunt and me. She tried to talk me into going on all the scary rides and when I finally gave in to go on the Alice and Wonderland roller coaster she let me hide my eyes and she had her arms around me.
When I was in the 4th grade she ended up going to another school. I missed not having her there and I begged my mom to let me change schools. In the 5th grade I transferred to her school so that we could be together.
When I was 15 and she was 17 I went to go visit my soon to be adopted family. I was suppose to stay 2 weeks. But I started to have a panic attack. My sister hopped on a bus for 24 hours to come and get me. When she got there we stayed another 2 week. We had a great time spending it with my adopted family. I think for her it was like having 2 weeks in a real family. We left and rode the bus back to Seattle for the next 24 hours.
We got older and I was finally taken away from my mom, but my sister was aged out. She could not come with me and I was moved 1000 miles away. I enjoyed my new family and I love them, but I missed my sister so much. Even in her toughest time in her life she managed to call me every year on my birthday, christmas, when I graduated high school and just any other time she had the chance to call.
When she started to get her life back on track she was introduced to Dasa. He cute little dog. Dasa is a service dog who helps owners that pass out and who have panic attacks. She helped my sister move on and get things going in her life. She was always there for my sister. She missed her when she left and got all excited when she came back. That was something my sister really needed since all her life she did not have a family that did that. I wish now that she would come over and I would show her how excited I am to see her.
Here is a picture of us on the day we left for Seattle after visiting my adopted family. We even bought matching shoes while we were there and we were dressed in the same type of cloths just opposite colors.
I started to see her more ofter right before her death. I started to hang out with her and help her with things. I feel bad at times I was mean with her, but it was because of the stress in my life and not her. I never use to tell my real family that I love them cause I could not let go of the past. I started to tell her just right before she died. I really hope that she knew I meant it.
She was a great person with a great heart and I want all the world to know that because no matter what the news says she was not the person she was before. Her life was cut short by a selfish person and now my life seems so long to my natural death, but I know that when that time comes she will be there waiting for me and be there for me so that I am not scared.
She was a beautiful and thoughtful person. She would have gone out of her way to help you. I am sorry that most of you never got to meet her, but now you know of her.

She was a daughter, a sister, a cousin and a friend. We miss her.
Naeemah Sheryl Smith – May 19, 1979 – Nov 8, 2007

Add comment March 26, 2008 angela256z

Taxes and Credit

What is with the stupid IRS? I mean now that I am married and because I want to file Married-seperatley the governments wants me to mail in my return. What stupid crap is that? Why can’t I e-file? Now I am trying to do my husbands and IRS had to ask me questions that had no REASON to be asked. I really need my taxes back soon and I don’t think I am going to be able to get them back soon like I thought.Back in 06 I lived with a friend. She moved and everything was under her name. I was so stupid! I didn’t get a final bill for the energy. Now it appears on her credit report! WTF?! I don’t know what to do. I am trying to help fix her credit, but I am all out of ideas. What can we do. She thought she would just dispute it, but they want proof that she moved out. The lease was still under her name. Geez I don’t know what to do.

Well today was kind of a boring day. Went to work, had lunch with Sheryl, saw the eye dr for a regualr check up and then sat on the phone with IRS for 2 hours. What a day. Now I am watching Return of the Jedi….wow I forgot this movie. Can’t remember how anything happened or anything. At 9 Wildfire comes on. Can’t wait! Because of the State of the Union address Prison Break and October road is not on….sad times.

Like Djones has said….I watch to much TV.

Add comment March 26, 2008 angela256z

Moving on…this is a total Random post here.

So I have been trying to get my life moving again after the bad Holidays and my sister’s death. I have started to walk and get some exercise and I really need to clean my house. I moved in right after my sister died and I have not touched a thing. Everything is still in boxes, I am missing cloths and books that I need and much more. Maybe I will start on that tomorrow. That should be fun…UGH.I called a lady yesterday who had a job posting on the website. It says if you have questions to call her. So I did. I needed to know the pay. I ask her what the pay is and she answers back with a question (how unprofessional is that?) Where did you see the add? I said on the company website. So you did not find it on www.craigslist.org? Um no. Well go find the add on craigslist the pay rate is posted there. Hello? Are you telling me you don’t know and that you are giving me attitude? Yes she had a total attitude about it. I hope it is her they are replacing. Needless to say I found the stupid post and it is good money. It also stats that I would be the only one in the office fielding calls to other branches so since I know the wench will not be there I think I will apply.

So I love coffee. Come on now I live in Seattle. I normally like to go to Starbucks to get my Grande Non-fat Carmel Machiatto (sp?). Well I added it up. $1066 a year that is IF I don’t go on the weekend. That is more than one months rent! So Starbucks now is starting a Pilot Program. Basically they have a new Short $1 cup of drip coffee with free refills. I have started to drink drip at work with lots of yummy flavored creamer. Calculation of that shows I am not drinking more fat in the creamer than I was in my Non Fat Machiatto (sp?). So do I buckle down and pay a $1 now? Maybe I should buy my own creamer instead of drinking the ones my company buys. Then I can get like a light or a sugar free or something like that. I have no idea what they have cause I never needed to buy any.

OK sorry for my random thoughts. My mind just moves to fast sometimes. I might has some more later.

Add comment March 26, 2008 angela256z

Baby Whoas

So my friend is on vacation in Ecuador. She called me to tell me that she found out that she is pregnant. I am very happy for her, but it just makes me sad. I don’t think anything is going to help me and I may have to go all the way up to invitro. That scares me. I read that Clomid (which is what I am taking) does not usually help those that have PCOS (which I have). So why would my Dr. even give it to me?Now I am researching other options. What else can be done? My friend just had a baby about 2 weeks ago and my sister had one on the 15th. It gets depressing for me to see all the people with babies being born and then I feel guilty for feeling that way. I am truly happy for them all, but when is it my turn? Some people say wait for God he will let it happen when it happens….ok I am tired of waiting for that because it there is truly something medical that is wrong then I can not depend on my faith entirely.

So sorry to rant to you. Hubby says that he is ready and that he wants one too. I don’t think he is trying hard enough. Due to his second job he is not home everynight right now (he is quiting soon cause I can not handle it anymore). I think that he could come home for a little bit on the days that I am “ready”. You know when the ovulation strip shows Pink? He tries to be there, but sometimes it is only 1 day out of 3 that show pink. So anyways I am just frustrated!

Add comment March 26, 2008 angela256z

About Us!

About us!

The Garcia’s…We have been together for over 5 years now and married for 1 year and 3 months of that. We met through a mutual friend and sad to say I was not fond of Mr. Garcia. I had just got out of a bad relationship, but he was VERY presistant….anyways 1 week later we were hanging out all the time (Yeah I put up a real fight huh).

So six months into the relationship on his birthday he asked me to marry him….Wait hold up!? Well I said some choice words and then he made me wait 4 years! I will keep my words to myself next time. Now we live together in a nice apartment in Seattle. We are working and planning on starting a family. As soon as some petitions are done (some of you know what that means) we will be moving to Utah. We want to start our own business and buy a new house. I can’t wait to move on to the next step of our lives together. It only took me a week to fall for Mr. Garcia and it was the best choice of my life.

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